Hello ♥ ,

My friends say Wednesday is the best day of the week .

But apparently it isn't for me .

It all went well until after my history test . . .

Kenny told me my FOB album had a big fucking crack . I was so pissed off . Then I started saying a lot of words that I don't think you guys wanna hear . Sorry Ce Han . You had to hear all those words that I have to say , so sorry . As I was saying , I was ranting and ranting like shit . Then I teared a little before Literature started . Had a crappy morning . So talked to Kenny , Boey and Kyle and obviously they cheered me up . Always :D

Recess . Than had chinese lesson , watched the video :D Continued from last week :D The video is nice lahhs :D But I didn't had the mood to watch . After all the shit that has happened in the morning , I seriously didn't have the mood to watch . I felt like crap .

I liked that album . I really do  And it was a christmas present from daddy . The fucking cover cracked , widely .

Anyways , as I was telling Kyle about it , I was crying at the same time . Girlf , Jie Wei and Amanda saw me cry . So sorry . Had to let you guys see the super unglam side of me . No choice . I couldn't hold back the tears . Kenny the told me he wanted to meet me after school , so I cheered up lotsa .

After school , when I was walking to MRT station from school , Kyle texted me while he was having geography lecture . He said I sounded awful during chinese class . Sorry Kyle . I know I sounded horrid :X But then after I cheered up , he started talking about my voice . He said it was cute when he I'm sleepy . -.- Then he said it sounded horny . -.- Whattheeff lahhs . He said it sounded like I just masturbated or did something what the hell manzxc . . .

1 . I did not masturbate neither have I done it before .

2 . I have not fuck before . I'm still a fucking virgin .

3 . My voice does not sound horny at all when I'm sleepy canzxc . . . Whattheeff .

Then went to starbucks with Amanda and Gerald . Yay :D Amanda and him together . I feel so extra but I was hoping Kenny would be there with me to accompany me . But then up till now , he still haven't reply my texts and calls . I dunno what happened to him . But I seriously am worried that he got into trouble . So I was a loner and was emo-ing all the way . I waited for him till I had to go back home for CELL . I'm so sorry . I couldn't wait for you . Walked back home , heartbroken and crestfallen . I still am crestfallen and really sad .

Boey and Javier , I forgive you guys for cracking my album cover while you stepped on Jun Hao's bag and didn't know my albums were in it . I forgive you guys :D So I shall not take this matter to heart . So . . . I think I shall rant about a fucking pussy now . Shall I ?

Jun Hao ,

What is it that you want from me ? Does it feel so good to break me down all the time ? It is just so fun to break my heart again and again ? I thought you were the one who broke my album cover but I'm sorry for the misunderstanding . It's already bad enough that I became a real , full-blown bitch today . But do you have to spoil my day ? My day is already as bad as it is .

I started becoming hostile to you because I couldn't take the blow any longer . At first when this fucking rumor started , I still trusted you and I really thought it just wouldn't be brought up by anyone again . But the whole school is buzzing , talking about it . It was being brought up , again and again . Do you know how fucking hurt I felt ?

How about I rephrase this situation ? Why don't you put yourself in my shoes ? Let's say you are still my boyf , HSCS has this rumor that I'm dating this sec 1 guy . And then a lot of your friends from HSCS tells you about this rumor . You may put up with it at first . But then everybody is telling you about it now . There will be a time where it all ends . Do you now understand how I feel ? It's a really painful sensation and I couldn't put up with it for this long but I did . It still hurts . It really does .

But whatever girlf you have now , Olivia or whoever , I wish you the best of luck .

And now I know how it feels like to be stood up . But Kenny , it's okayyy :D I forgive you :D